StayWithMe's Xanga

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 21:16:07 GMT

New xanga... go to it and prepare to be amazed
And you all better freakin subscribe to it!

www.xanga.com/TheApocalypseCabaret

This xanga has treated me good over the past 2 years, but the time for change is now

Monday, October 11, 2004

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 03:28:28 GMT

I think I'm done with xanga
Not forever.... just for a while
No one comes here anymore
No one reads this
It's a waste of time really
So until people start coming back
And once things get better for me
Maybe I'll think about restarting this damn thing up
But this may be the last entry
A little persuasion could do the trick though

P.S. Buy the new Blood Brothers CD on Tuesday or suffer, fool.

now leaving this off with Cursive lyrics:
I wake alone, in a woman's room I hardly know.
I wake alone- and pretend that I am finally home.
The room is littered with her books and notebooks.
I imagine what they say, like, 'Shoo fly, don't bother me,'

And i can hardly get myself out of her bed.
for fear of never lying in this bed again.
Oh christ, I'm not that desperate. Oh no- oh god- I am.

How'd I end up here to begin with? I don't know.
Why do I start what I can't finish?
Oh please, don't barrage me with questions to all those ugly answers.
My ego's like my stomach- it keeps shitting what I feed it.
But maybe I don't want to finish anything anymore..
maybe I can wait in bed 'til she comes home. and whispers.

"you're in my web now - I've come to wrap you up tight 'til it's time to bite down."

I wake alone in a woman's room I hardly know.
I wake alone - and pretend that I am finally home.

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 23:23:44 GMT

dude... if one more person in school likes my chemical romance, im going to slit my fucking wrists

i kid, i wouldnt do that

i dont want to be like them anyways [oh faced]

go to hell, mindless bitches

but do comment

Saturday, October 02, 2004

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 23:05:44 GMT

Weekend thus far has been a grand one at that.

Last Night: Went to the cocaplex with Wickey, Sarah, and Fiona. Went to Froggies and we all ordered Grilled cheese off of the kid's menu. Wickey got hit on by these guys outside the perk. It was fun times.

Today: Went to Philly with Fiona. Fiona rocked this super awesome Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles sweater. Went to South Street, spent large amounts of money on cds. Looked at stipper shoes. Some guy walked by me and said "That girl was wearing a Locust shirt, that just made my freakin day." Then got in the car and eventually got to King Of Prussia. Bought an aaawwweeesssome Pretty Girls Make Graves shirt. Was stuck in a Sanrio store with Fiona for like 45 minutes. meh. No matter today was still muy killer.

And Now I'm Home.

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 23:03:56 GMT

oh whats that? my birthday is like 5 days (29th)!? wow, too bad no one knows.

at least im garaunteed to get turquoise chucks for my birthday. hot damn.

next saturday goin down to philly for birthday presents.
hmm... what shall i get? I was thinking a Moving Units CD, the new These Arms Are Snakes CD and many, many more. ooh la la, im so excited i can barely contain myself.
I'm allowed to take someone down with me... who wants to go?
eenie, meanie, minie, mo; catch a tiger by the toe....

comment right this second or i will be heartbroken, fool.

"Let's Do This Like A Prison Break, I Want To See You Scream And Shake"

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 20:25:06 GMT

No homecoming date, but I'm going anyhow. I'm not ashamed of my datelessness, I embrace it, fool. I could have had a date though, somethings just didnt work out in my favor. I'm going like mega casual though, haha. god, its not like we're going to prom, it homecoming, i spent like, psh, $30 on my outfit.
Brett is not important. I am making this official. I still find him completely banging, but I have no intentions on putting an effort to talking to him... ever.

stole this from Cami. Fill it out, fool.
01. Who are you?
02. Are we friends?
03. When and how did we meet?
04. How have I affected you?
05. What do you think of me?
06. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
08. Do you love me?
09. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out about me?
13. Emotionally, what stands out about me?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your Xanga and see what I say about you?

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 05:03:04 GMT

I just had a single person rave.

The light in my kitchen is on the verge of burning out so essentially its flickering. well what better to do around blinking lights than rave (unless of course you have epilepsy, that wouldnt be too smart) . Well I dont really have music at my disposal to rave to, so i took the closest thing I could find, The Postal Service. Well, thats impossible to rave to so I just skanked my way through it. It was pretty fun, I have one hell of a headache though from all that skanking and the lights going from off to on really bright. Although I guess it now makes sense to me why everyone does drugs at raves... although the whole pacifier bullshit still doesnt add up.I strongely recommend it, fool

I'm so awesome, you cant even touch this.

SugarTuesday222 (1:52:47 AM): i would have paid GOOD money to see your one girl rave
SugarTuesday222 (1:52:50 AM): hahaha
SugarTuesday222 (1:52:52 AM): your so emily

Thursday, September 09, 2004

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 20:11:34 GMT

If I don’t say this, I'll combust.

The My Chemical Romance popularity is getting out of hand and soon enough their pictures will be up on a wall with the likes of Taking Back Sunday and Blink 182. I've loved MCR for probably over 3 years now and it kills me to see this happen. When I first heard 'I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love', my life like freakin changed in more ways than I could ever explain. They made me feel cooler than any other kid I knew. I had an incredible band in my CD player that no one else had ever heard of before, and a band that no one could understand. I loved them so much and I got a lot of shit for that.
The first time I saw them live, they put a standard on live music that no other band could ever live up to for me. They showed energy and skill in concert that had never been displayed to me before and hasn’t since.
My Chemical Romance has molded me into the person I am. If it weren’t for them I wouldn’t have been able to cope all those times I had to. They inspired me and they make me happy in ways nothing else ever has.
I waited forever for 'Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge' to come out. When I first heard it, I kid you not, I nearly cried. Given, its not the same as the older stuff, but its still amazing and it doesn’t belittle them. It shows you they signed to a big label and they had room for experimentation, just like how it is for any other band whose ever switched from a underground label to a popular one.
My Chemical Romance is more than music to me, I've lived my life the past couple years in a constant state of awe when it comes to them. They are yet to disappoint me.
So if you like Taking Back Sunday or Jet or New Found Glory or any of that bullshit, back the fuck off, people like you make me never want to listen to music out of fear that you'll ruin the good music. This time, no one is going to take My Chemical Romance away. They're too important to me. Without them I'm worthless and as much as me wanting the best for them and for them to go places with their career, i dont want them liked by everyone.
I want it the same as its always been. I like walking down the street in a My Chemical Romance shirt knowing no one is going to compliment me on it. I like having My Chemical Romance lyrics scribbled in my assignment book and having no one knowing what they're from. I like wearing my pin that says "MCR" and people not understanding what that stands for. I like listening to My Chemical Romance with my windows down and the volume up real loud and knowing no one’ll go by and recognize what I'm listening to.
So if you're the type of person who thinks that buying all your shirts from warped tour and decorating every fucking binder you have with pictures of yellowcard and who will do what ever they can to say something 'emo' in every conversation you have, just forget it, dont even try listening to them. They're not doing it for you, they're doing it for the fans, the real fans. Afterall, their music’s not a fucking fashion statement, it's a fucking deathwish. EMO is a trend bitches, a year from now you wont even remember coheed and cambria. Underground music is a trend, even though the music is anything but underground. Warped Tour has never seen so many little 14 year old trendy shits in bondage pants and/or skanky tops than there were this year in particular. You guys don’t know what its truly like to love a band. Like to the point where it hurts. you cant comprehend that, it'd blow your mind if you weren’t so indecisive. Therefore My Chemical Romance is freakin off-limits to you cause you're unworhty beyond compare. Back off bitches.

ok, I'm done. Comment? I think you should, fool.

Friday, September 03, 2004

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 00:24:40 GMT

boredom, bitches.

didnt go to ian's, thats ok, i went to that hip-happenin dance. off the chain? i think yes.
heh.
it's quite possibly dances like that that makes you realize how white and skanky your peers are.

Edit: Brett is pretty.
Im going talk to him. ok, so i keep on saying that, but next week, its goin down kids. fo'sho

comment now fool.

Cut Your Ribbon As it follows you Everything, Everything how can you sleep at night As it falls apart
everything, everything how can you sleep at night

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 23:04:02 GMT

school is pretty a-okay. theres an all too attractive boy walking around this school (also happens to be in my lunch) and i think most girls find him attractive but yeah, im more awesome than them so psh. The A Static Lullaby shirt on the first day of school sold me, fool. That and the fact that hes just all around banging.
Low down on classes: painting sucks, biology is boring, latin sucks, gym scares me, health sucks, art is annoying (thanks to people in that class, you know who you are), american cultures is ok, math is ok (i get to sit with a canadian and a jew), and english is the worst. But at least I get to see everyone at lunch. Even though they try and rip my kerry/edwards sticker off of my assignment book

woah... do i like ******* ?? (dont go counting, i didnt put in the right amount of asterisks as letters). but if i do like this person, i shouldnt.
yeah fool, thats what I thought.

is new episodes of family guy coming on or is Fox being lame-o and just putting re-runs on? If they are, thats pretty messed up.

if you care about me at all
(has massive attack of coughing): *cough* Brian *cough* Fiona *cough* Jordan *cough* Travis *cough* Wickey *cough* Ian *cough* Parsa *cough* Mike *cough* Melody *cough* *cough* Kaitlee *cough* *cough* Josh? *cough*
Then you'll leave me a comment. fo'sho